Wednesday, June 6, 2012

A Brief Note on Self-confidence


Today’s post will be short but I just wanted to touch briefly on the role self-confidence has played in my life.

We all struggle with believing in ourselves at one point or another in our lives, and to some degree, building self-confidence can be a lifelong battle. As a teenager, I made a conscious effort not to speak in public and attempted to hold my body in a certain way when I was walking. Needless to say, this did not work out too well, because all someone had to do to know I wasn’t quite the same as them was to look at me.  Writing was an outlet and it gave me something I could be sure of. As I grew older, the need to hide my voice and the way I moved lessened. While the looks I received at times still made me feel a little self-conscious, I stopped letting the views of others effect the rest of my day. I know now that my disability is a part of who I am and that there is nothing I can do to change that. All I can do is to continue to share, to create, and hope that the need to touch a heart will overpower the temptation to hide myself away for fear of being misunderstood. I would encourage those from all walks of life to do the same.  

*Note- I plan to post Monday-Friday and will do my best to adhere to this schedule each week.     

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